Overall, I have so much to be grateful for; specifically right now.
I am telling you, this singing to the Universe is working. I should give lessons.
Yes, of course I would love more money so I wasn’t always sooo breaking even but hey! I’m fucking breaking even. I have a job, I am healthy, the people I love are healthy, the music has come back into my world, I am able to have magical experiences, and I am becoming myself again. I have had the blessing of a muse in one form or another for the last few months… and I have written more in the last 3 months than I have in years.
I might even finish this damn book: Exorcising the demons is another title for it I am considering… maybe that shall be the working title. HA
All in all, magic surrounds me.
I am staying conscious and present of not over-thinking, not questioning, not doubting… Not looking too closely and analyzing things…
“If you look too closely at the form, you miss the essence.” ~ Rumi
Just accepting what is and being okay with that while not putting myself in a position I do not want; yet not preventing myself from embracing things because I do not want to be vulnerable…
It’s a beautiful and precarious balance.
I don’t know exactly how to do it but….