I have been trying to avoid repeating patterns…in a less than successful way for
a millenia about a decade now…. and being a successful failure at it.
After a talk with a snowy mountain and some in depth and frank discussion with a lovely Libra friend and their friend; I started giving thought to the intentions I was sending out. In fixating on certain attributes I wanted to avoid, I was probably attracting them. Shits weird how it works. The secret, prayer, spells, whatever the fuck you wanna call it: worrying is like praying for something you don’t want.
So even when I changed MY patterns, physically and consciously, subconsciously….
I was still sending out my little “rescue me avalanche beacon signal….” BUT this time, I chose to ignore the first responders….
But, just like the vision board cover ups I made in order to see what I wanted to create rather than seeing what I wanted to end, I decided to do something different upon the prompting of a ghost…
In fact, I chose to reach out to someone who reminded me of me (and that is a compliment, Slug) and it looks pleasantly pleasing thus far. Who knows.
Could be fun or could just be the needle getting bumped up out the groove. Either way is good for me.