but…….only when it comes to my blog.
Seriously…Sorry friends…been doing the job-search-grad-school-hippy-hippy-shake (no really, its a thing) and then this week I’ve been in trainings….next week I am going to the ocean for a conference…it’s rough I tell ya, rough.
BUT every time I think the Universe is done throwing me curve balls, I get another one….this time it was an ok one though.
Facebook has this magical effed up skill of knowing who I have thought about or talked about recently and then WHAMO…they pop up on my radar.
Some people I am like:
I had almost forgot they existed!
And then others, I have a real soft spot for….
…sometimes I have “known” these people for 25 years…Oh my dear sweet ancient alien baby space monkey Jebus….25 years? Really?
I don’t always know anything about them except what has trickled through the rumor mill over the years….
What I remember from childhood is often very different from the people they have become…and yet, they are still those same people in my head.
Memory is a bittersweet thing.
But still, I wish them so much happiness it makes my chest hurt. Huh.
It really is all about love and energy. Even if you don’t know it.
I’ve been through some emotional roller coasters lately and the one concrete thing I have realized is that loving others makes me feel good, but they don’t have to love me back for me to get that benefit.